Un - Reality
Nov. 25, 2009
I had a dream last night, no ordinary dream. It was a dream of intoxication and liberation, free from prejudice and bias. A dream chased with limitations.
The dream starts of in a party scene. A couple of friends from the past and the now present future, hanging out and having fun. Unknowing of the bewildering vices to happen within this ‘wholesome’ event. A seemingly endless fountain of alcohol, a bottomless bucket of cigarettes and on the side, a bag of wholesome weed.
It was a night of pure ecstasy. Intoxicated, drunk and full of smoke; the guys decided to try the bag of weed. In this chaos and confusion, the bottomless bucket of cigarettes disappeared from arms reach. The only thing within radius was the bag of weed.
I was drenched; in alcohol and weed, my vision, blurred and spinning.
I remember so clearly this person ” - ” felt the same. He was spinning, his eyes dilated, his hands swaying everywhere. This person was high.
His state of “Highness” and Mine was irrevocable…
The events leading after was probably too much. The words “prejudice” and “bias” have been long gone.
Still dressed and fully clothed, ” - ” was feeling undoubtedly…. ‘active’ to say the least. In his state of intoxication he started thrusting his crotch area to my face. Holding the joint between the pointing finger and the middle finger on the right hand. His left hand, caressing my head; assisting my head to the gesture he was thrilled in doing. Apparently, he found it pleasurable, moaning as he was doing this repetitively. Saying “That feels good”, seemingly wondering he was having sex.
I look towards him to push him off but this was futile. He started grinding his crotch on my chest area as I was trying to get away. Soon after, his face was right in front of my face – then I wake up.
I woke, sweating and breathing heavily, wondering if that could possibly ever happen. I was stunned, shocked and bothered by this dream but somehow i might have subconsciously, initiated it.
Is it possible that desire can manifest itself within the same sex knowing that both individuals are straight?
This question bothered as I made my way to school. I was disturbed that my focus was lost. Recalling the dream, trying to analyze what happened was practically impossible.
It’s said that, a person cannot read his own dreams. True enough, I couldn´t interpret my own dream.
¨ - ¨ = Is a name for someone. Identity is withheld
Baby, if our yosi buddy reads this, he will bitchslap you back to you mother’s womb. I don’t think I’m exaggerating. Anyway, while you ponder about whether or not your dream is a manifestation of hidden sexual desires, I be wondering whether or not this dream is a product of you being clean for a very long time. It probably is a manifestation of both. Poser gay ;)
